Blood letter: It's Okay To Feel Sad If It Makes You Happy After That
Remember A Friend Was Saying This Before A War: If you have lost faith and wanted to give up, let me be your guiding angel.
Look at me, and you will unhook Listen to me, and you will see the distant Smile at me, and you will go the extra mile
Trust me, and you shall be protected from gust Believe me, and you shall live Count on me, and you shall move on
Come to me, and you will not be harmed Stay with me, and you will not stray Leave me, and you will not grieve
Share with me, and you shall not be bare Talk to me, and you shall not be mocked Give to me, and you shall not drift
Look at me, and I will not rook Listen to me, and I will not glisten Smile at me, and I will not be hostile
Trust me, and I shall not lust Believe me, and I shall not leave Count on me, and I shall not frown
Come to me, and I will charm Stay with me, and I will pray Leave me, and I will forgive
Share with me, and I shall not despair Talk to me, and I shall not stalk Give to me, and I shall not heave
Love me, and you will not be girthed Shine with me, and you shall be mine
Let's move on, life must go on. Hope you can think after reading this. We're always there whenever you need us.
Blood shed on Friday, November 14, 2008
Blood letter: Video of The Week
Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you're frozen
Ooooh...
But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melted into the ground Found something true And everyone's looking 'round Thinking I'm going crazy
Chorus: But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open
Oooh, oooh...
Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that their goal Is to keep me from falling
Hey, yeah!
But nothing's greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me Thinks that I'm going crazy Maybe, maybe
Chorus: But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open
And it's draining all of me Oh they find it hard to believe I'll be wearing these scars For everyone to see
I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love
I Don't Know You But This Song Has Been Ringing In My Head For Days Since That Day You Played It On The Piano.
Blood shed on Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Blood letter: It's The Very Little Things In Life...
It's the little things in life That we give and take from where they lie From things that mark a start To things that give a star So small that no one bothers To keep them in mind
It's the little things in life That we patch them up to build a hive From things that pull us together To things that make us inseparable So much taken for granted That losing them is not regrettable
It's these little things in life That taught us how to thrive Things that make us humans Things that make us love So much have been buried That we never tried to unearth
It's the little things in life That are too easy to find From a lost-n-found keyring To a present from me to you So common and expected And no one will keep them in mind
It's the little things in life That we no longer keep them by our side From a goodbye kiss To a comforting hug So much forgotten That we have left them out of our heart
It's these little things in life That have given each of us a different drive Things we can't live without Things we can't forsake However, so long as you are by my side They'll light up every corner, no matter where I try to hide
Blood shed on Monday, October 27, 2008
Blood letter: If you've to become Scary to make yourself not Scared... then go ahead.
If making yourself scary will give you the escape route and the courage to run away from your fear, why must you be so nice and gentle to everyone?
I'm more or less the same. I won't stop you 'cos I got no right to stop you. At least for once, we feel the same...
Blood shed on Friday, October 24, 2008
Blood letter: My Darling is a Useful Translator.
This week's video: I love VKG!! I've became lazy again lol... posting vids n all and not writing anything... hahah.
Today's Fortune: Yuuki-chansaid I'll haveGood Fortunetoday! SUGOI!!!!
Blood shed on Thursday, October 16, 2008
Lately, there are hell lot of things that are pissing me off. Though I've tried my best to help someone(s), no one seems to appreciate. You know, I don't really care about your attitude towards me. But I just feel that I should help. I just felt that I had to. I had been through all these and I know that it's not easy to do it alone. I did that all alone and I knew the pain. Trust me, I know.
Even though I said nothing yesterday, I knew what had been going on all this while. I helped because you are the aquaintance of someone I really care but that's only what you think. It's far beyond that. And you guys are really annoying and ignorant. You may have heard of those "friends" of mine saying something that goes like this: She's closer to strangers than to her friends. Yea, so what? If you so happen to believe the above statement, then let me hi-light this to you: I AM NOT A PERSON WHO SHOWS AND YOU ARE DEFINITELY NOT A PERSON WHO THINKS!
You "think" that I don't (or never) answer to your questions and don't respond to your comments huh? But sad to say, you are 100% wrong. Apparently you don't understand anything at all. I NEVER, IN MY LIFE, LEAVE A QUESTION BLANK. I gave you my silence as an answer, and also as a form of respect to you as well.
I'll leave this message here and am not going to send it to you (though I thought of doing it just a minute ago) . I just want to release myself that's all. Nothing to do with you anymore. 'Cos uptil this point, if you still can't think, you are definitely beyond hope and me saying anything is definitely not gonna help at all.
I did it my way and I'd no regrets. You may have your own way to deal with it and I have no right to force you to change though your way of dealing with things had proven wrong to me or maybe even to yourself. But let me say this once and for all: A SYSTEM THAT CAN NO LONGER GIVE A DISTINGUISHABLE GOOD OR BAD RESULT IS A SYSTEM THAT CAN NO LONGER BE USED. IT HAS TO BE REPLACED OR, IN THE END, BE DESTROYED.
What I'm refering to? You should know better than anyone else. Be it your way of dealing with your project or the way you live as yourself, that's all I can say to you.
God Bless.
Blood shed on Saturday, October 11, 2008
Blood letter: Video of The Week
Blood shed on Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Vampire Identity
*J.Leo + K.Kuran
*Pure Royal Blood (Level A+)
*Born in the land of Royalty
*Some people will still remain as pure even though they are tainted.
*I'm waiting for my Kaname-sama to unseal my memory...* *Today's Fortune
Vampiric Nature
[Extracted From My Facebook Profile]
I'm like Kuchiki Byakuya:
"Despite your outwardly snobbish behavior,
you are a good person who will come to a friend's aid in times of trouble...
My Best Quality: (i think it's not so true)
Your best quality is your sense of humor!
People like you because you can find humor in any situation.
You love to make people laugh.
This makes you a fun person to be around...
I'm A "Know-It-All":
People who ([think they]---remove these 2 words) know everything!!
Like if someone is having a problem they think they know why...
My Personality Test:
Openess:
*far more intellectually curious and sensitive to beauty than most
*individualistic, frequently drift towards the unconventional
*enjoy your imagination and the exciting places it takes you
Conscientiousness:
*a perfectionist
*prefer to plan everything to the last detail, which has consequently led to you being very successful and extremely reliable
*enjoy seeing long-term plans come to fruition
Extroversion (75% accurate):
*enjoys and actively seeks out social occasions
*but would say that they're not everything
*feels that sometimes it's nice to step back for a while and have a quiet night in
Agreeableness:
*gets along with people well, especially once they have proved themselves trustworthy
*have a healthy scepticism about others' motives, but consider others to be basically honest and decent
Neuroticism (or Emotional Stability):
*calm and emotionally stable
*rarely bothered by things, and when they do get you down the feeling does not persist for very long
My IQ Test Results:
"Very Good!! You are one brilliant person!! Your IQ is over 140!!"
My Smile: Bright Smile
"With one smile you brighten everybodys day. You are very unique. People feel comfortable around you. You are giving and kind to others. Happiness is in your heart to stay."
I'm A: Practical Lover (37 deg)
*you believe strongly in" every action has an equal and opposite reaction"...
I'll be killed:In my SLEEP (I seriously don't mind.)
~~~~ *Blood at it's purest, tainted or untainted, is the awakening sign of your inner vampire. ('cos we all suck...)* ~~~~